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Saturday, November 1, 2008

Halloween and Goodbyes


I missed those days, as a kid, when I’d anticipate Halloween and be all too afraid of almost anything. It’s that time when, in my innocent eyes, everything is mystical and magical.

Well, I guess I grew up. I’d see this season as one ordinary day. A day to work, and party afterwards. It lost its magic.

And I hate going to the cemetery. If it’s for a loved ones memory, I’d rather lock myself in a room and look into pictures. Cherish those almost forgotten memories.

I only go to the cemetery just to be with my dad. Why go there anyways? They’re dead. You’d be visiting nothing but a building, a mausoleum, a piece of rock, and a marble tablet. And gain nothing more (for me), but a bout of my perennial allergies for a certain type of grass (and while I’m typing this post, a fever is slowly rising up).
But come to think of it, its never a boring day with my dad in the cemetery. I picked him up this morning in a village in Ortigas and saw him walking around picking flowers (actually they're just grass for me) like an excited kid. Sometimes, the look of innocence from my dad baffles me. How does he keep to be so loving. Guess which flower was from my dad? It’s the one in the middle. It’s possibly the ugliest if placed side by side with the other flowers, but I say, it’s the most special. It was given with so much love of a kid for his dead mother.

Goodbye

But right now, I find a reason to blog about the day of the dead.

There is no more day fit for the temporary death of my blog other than this all hollow’s day.

I’m going away for a while from blogging to kill a rumor concerning myself, and indirectly this blog. Its not to satisfy that person, and accept defeat, but more so for me to have time for one devious plan I have in November.

I’ll be back on the second week of December with news to rock your worlds. And I hope you all do come back to visit my blog.

For now, I will spend time more for my work and my devious plan. I will still have time to visit your blogs, and make comments from time to time. Though I’ll stop temporarily from posting, I will still read your blogs. Blogging has been very therapeutic for me. It was my only solace from all the chaos in the world, a haven for me to hide from time to time. I will miss posting, but I’ll be back.

I’d like to thank all of my blogger friends for all the support. My email and YM are still fully functional, so is my mobile number. Ya’ll can still reach me through those.

For now I leave you all with a video from Beyonce (minus the issue with BC Jean). I learned some important bits from this one, and I hope you all do to. Know how to love your baby. Cheers!

Thanks to ya’ll! Zaijian! Baozhong!










14 mga umutot:

Mugen said...

Three cemeteries in three days. Stress.

Pulsar bids your temporary sign off from blogspace. See you in a month and two week's time.

odin hood said...

haay oo nga! going to the cemetery is not as fun as it used to be when we were still gullible kids.

ill be here waiting for your come back :)

FerBert said...

mamatay ang blog mo.. kelan resurection?

jonathan said...

No matter what, count me in as a friend. I enjoy your blog and would wait for your return. Take care!

Toilet Thoughts said...

@joms: see you! thanks for the support. pero it doesn't have to be in a month's time. me promise ka pa saking sign board. hehe

@Odin: hehe. salamat!

Toilet Thoughts said...

@ferbert: 2nd week of December. my leave from work starts there. hehe.

@Jonathan: you don't know how that means a lot to me. thanks dude. We might even see each other in Thailand soon. hehe. :)

wanderingcommuter said...

naku, ganyan talaga kapag sumisikat ka na... hehehe...

balitaan mo ako ng iyong devilish plan at kung may matutulong ako just keep me posted. you know where you can PM me...
ayt?!

Toilet Thoughts said...

Salamat ewik! Asus! Sikat? edi sana me benta adsense ko. hehehe.

Sige babalitaan kita. At sure ka pag na PM kita to the rescue ka? hehe. :)

Wandering Wonder Bra said...

off topic:

"In life, I vowed to be forever child-like, but never childish (though the latter can at times be hard to stop).

They say life and its situations are seen differently in a child's eyes. Where appreciation multiplied ten times, and hate only lasts a few minutes.

Even the Bible quotes that if we are never to be like these children, it would be hard for us to enter His kingdom (or so i remembered).

And when you say that their imagination and wisdom would soon be outgrown, I say not. They are only forgotten. "Nangyari sakin ang mundo," as quoted from one play by Onofre Pagsanhan entitled "Sinta" (when the kid grew up and lost his innocence to his experiences).

I guess we all have to find that child within us. Parang enchanted kingdom lang yan.. the magic within (or maling ads un)?"

--- i'll get back on you about this after a year.

take care sa iyong blog leave.. yup iba talaga ang sikat hehehe..

Toilet Thoughts said...

Ang dami nyo nang wanderers. Anu nanamang pakulo nyo ha? hehe.

At salahat ng wanderer, ikaw ang kaiba, isang bra. asus!

carl said...

jepoy, come back soon... i miss u.
hehe, di to HD ha, friendly itu.

at anuvei ang mga rumors na yan. nakakaimbyerna na talaga ang mga yan. hmpf!

hope ur fine, bud.

carl said...

jepoy, come back soon... i miss u.
hehe, di to HD ha, friendly itu.

at anuvei ang mga rumors na yan. nakakaimbyerna na talaga ang mga yan. hmpf!

hope ur fine, bud.

carl said...

jepoy, come back soon... i miss u.
hehe, di to HD ha, friendly itu.

at anuvei ang mga rumors na yan. nakakaimbyerna na talaga ang mga yan. hmpf!

hope ur fine, bud.

Toilet Thoughts said...

Kelangan talagang tatlong beses iupload. haha!

Thanks Carl!

I'm ok. wag mag alala. Buhay pa nmn. hehe.

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